One step at a time.

made a new blog :) so i won’t bore anyone else with my boring posts lol. all my personal posts will be on my new blog :D

Maybe being at cal poly won’t be too bad afterall.. :’) kinda late but better late than never I guess. On another note really excited for this summer :D I can finally do the things I’ve always wanted to do. Having a job helps.. lol.

Everything’s all one big mess right now

been so stressed lately.. work and school has been taking a toll on my health :( no wonder i’ve been sick for so long. i barely eat nowadays too :( and i’m supposed to love food. i’m always randomly falling asleep too. been tired at the gym everytime i go so i just lose motivation. hard work gets you far in life but i wonder if i’m trying too hard? or maybe not working hard enough. i’m sure there’s people going thru much worse. iunno hoping everything gets better soon.

Memories

I finally read thru my highschool yearbook.. procrastination kills. It really is nice going thru it though. It’s almost as if I relived the whole 4 years all in an hour. It brings a tear to my eye :’( how much things have changed. But I guess all I can do is keep living this life and await new memories to be made.

Late nights

Honestly all I want is someone who understands me, who would appreciate me for who I am, who would take me for my faults, who is willing to look past our differences, who doesn’t care what we do as long as we’re together, who would be as happy to see me as I am to see them, who would want to sit and cuddle and hold hands in a car listening and singing along to some cute ass music while watching the sun set.

Sounds hella foolish lol but I don’t think I could settle for less. It really is something, being in love.